Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Things I Love

Dear cute old-ish tall man with a beard:

You walk your son to school every morning. Every weekday morning at precisely 8:17am, at the corner by CVS, I see you two exit the metro as I walk toward it. Sometimes you wear colorful ties that make me laugh. Your beard has strands of gray that make you seem thoughtful. I like how you always hold your son's hand or put your arm on his shoulder (you must have long arms because you are reallllllly tall and he's probably 8 and thus not so tall). And don't even get me started on how cute your son is.

Sometimes you see me staring (okay, okay, I admit that I have a staring problem) and you smile at me and I think that you are inwardly laughing at the ridiculous girl who stares. Sometimes we make eye contact and we smile and say "hello." Whenever I wear my pink and green polka-dot rainboots, you give me a laughing smile. And when I am carrying cupcakes to work, as I so often do, you look intrigued.

I love my morning commute because in a sea of people, I feel quite alone and introspective. But this smile, nod, laugh, unspoken companionship from you never fails to make my mornings. It's a little human contact even where I need none. It's a glimpse of solidarity and even a sort of friendship before I head into the crowded, overwhelming, rush-hour underground. It's a reminder of family in a place that is so career-oriented. It's what I want someday from a husband. It's frosting on my morning cake.

But I think it's the way you relate to your son that makes me adore you so. Once, I was running late, and I saw you in the metro sans son (you must have already dropped him off). I even got on the same metro car as you did. But I wasn't drawn to you. Funny how that works. I like you for your fatherhood. Whatever the appeal, thank you. Thank you for the joy you bring me every morning, for the smile you bring to my lips, for the warmth that radiates through my body, and for the humanity.

Yours, even in the pouring rain and blustery DC wind,

Maggie

Sunday, November 25, 2007


Trike; Nov. 2007

Rain turns the sand into mud
Wind turns the trees into bone
Stars turning high up above
You turn me into somebody loved
-The Weepies


I have 4 new balls of yummy brown cashmere/merino yarn, and a pattern I'm very excited about knitting. I have a bowl of greek yogurt and honey for my dinner, just because that's what I feel like, dang it. I have the perfect classic black dress. I have a pretty, funky dress for the office Christmas party. I have 3 inches off of my hair and it feels like new life. I have a warm apartment and a cozy fleece sweatshirt. And most importantly, I have a family who loves me.

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Thursday, September 06, 2007

New Beginnings


"Be in love with your life, every detail of it."
~Jack Kerouac

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Summer Lovin'

Me, jumping off the train bridge (photo by my brother) July 2007.

Things I love:

  • graduating from college
  • playing with my siblings
  • swimming
  • North Idaho
  • planning a big move
  • getting back into blogging
  • new pictures website (check out my Flickr badge on the right)

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Sunday, May 06, 2007

Procrastination MeMe

Are your parents married or divorced?
Ever-so-inspirationally married.

Do you believe in heaven?
Yes.

Have you ever come close to dying?
I don't think so.

What jewelery do you wear 24/7?
I don't wear any jewelry 24/7, but I wear my father's high school class ring, one of the wedding rings that my dad gave my mom, an etched silver ring that my mom gave me for my 18th birthday, and a necklace with a St. Christopher and a Star of David every single day.

Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
Love them!

Do you wear makeup?
I wear a little makeup, probably only 4 days of the week though.

Would you ever have plastic surgery?
I doubt it. I think that wrinkles are beautiful; I've always wantedd them since I was a little girl.

What do you wear to bed?
Depends on the season.

Have you ever done anything illegal?
I'm a good girl...mostly. I mean, I do speed from time to time.

Can you roll your tongue?
I think so?

Do you believe in abortions?
It's complicated. I don't believe in abortion for myself. However, I believe that a woman's ultimate control over her body and her choices is implicit to the idea of true liberty. I believe that the Constitution contains a right to privacy, and that a woman's decision about her pregnancy is protected under that right. I also believe that nobody can tell anyone else what to do with their bodies--neither my own nor anyone else's spiritual or moral philosophies should dictate or interfere with another's choices.

What is your hair colour?
Brownish/reddish. Auburn?

Future child’s name, boy and girl?
Grace, Liam.

Do you smoke?
No way.

If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?
London, Italy, Prague, Poland, Russia, Switzerland, Germany, Australia, Costa Rica, South America, Prince Edward Island (in no particular order).

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Not generally.

If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
I think that I would feel guilty about having all that money, so I would probably donate it.

Gold or Silver?
White gold.

Hamburger or hot dog?
Veggie burger.

If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Hard question. Currently, almond butter.

City, beach or country?
Consistently, the country. But sometimes I get a hankering for the city or beach. I would live in London any day.

What was the last thing you touched?
The latest draft of my thesis--the one that is bound and has a cover and a dedication and everything!

When’s the last time you cried?
Saturday night, at a beautiful modern dance performance.

What color are your pants?
Jean.

Ever been involved with the police?
Nope--I'm a good girl.

What’s your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap?
Redkin shampoo/conditioner, Lush Flying Fox soap.

Do you talk in your sleep?
I have been known to.

Ocean or pool?
Ocean.

What’s your favorite song at the moment?
Night Train by Amos Lee.

Have you ever had a cavity?
No.

Window seat or aisle seats?
Aisle. I drink a lot of water on flights and it's nice to be able to slip out frequently and painlessly.

Ever met anyone famous?
Lots of famous academics, and some authors here and there.

Do you feel that you’ve had a truly successful life?
I'm pretty young for that, although I'm happy thus far.

Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Twirl.

Are you self-conscious?
Sometimes.

Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Thank goodness, no.

Last gift you received?
I recently gave myself a new knitting book.

What occasion did you receive your gift?
When I turned in my thesis!

Last thing you spent lots of money on?
My camera.

Where do you live?
Inside my own skin.

Last wedding attended?

My first friend's wedding this summer.

Favorite restaurant?
Wagamama in England.

What is your favorite kind of car?
Hybrids?

What’re your least favorite chore(s)?
Mopping and taking out the trash. I love almost all the others, really.

Favourite drink?
Ice water with lemon, raw Kombucha juice, hot tea.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Wild Hope

my fire escape, early summer 2007

"On sweltering nights when it was just too hot, we'd sleep together on the fire escape." -Andre Gregory's Bone Songs


loving:

  • gelato and red wine on the fire escape on hot nights
  • being FINISHED with my thesis--45 pages!!
  • having time to read this and this and this
  • impromtu thai dinners
  • graduating in less than a month (loving it but also so very nostalgic)
  • the things that come out of my newphews' mouths
  • aloe vera gel for my very very angry sunburn...which prompted another thing I love--sunscreen. There's nothing better than the first bottle of sunscreen each summer.
  • thinking about the future (I'll share when I have something a little more concrete! Think good thoughts, please!)


Friday, April 06, 2007

I Can See Happiness from Here

self-portrait (with straight hair!), March 2007.

It's hard to blog when life is moving five million miles an hour. I'm forcing myself to take a moment to see the big picture and all that is positive right now. Also, a little snippet of what I've been up to in my blogging absence:
  • a week of spring break spent with my grandmother, my cousins, traipsing through fields and exploring. Then a few days in Reading, PA and Philly, eating wonderful food and having delightful conversations with my girlfriends.
  • concentrated hard work put into generating resumes and cover letters. Since graduation and May are going to come sooner or later.
  • my first real job interview, which went beautifully.
  • beautiful spring weather in Baltimore, and an afternoon/evening spent at my friend's MFA thesis opening. Seeing art that I personally watched progress exhibited was amazing.
  • a combination sushi/omlet restaurant in downtown Baltimore...what more could I ask for?
  • taking tons of pictures and getting pretty proficient at Photoshop, thanks to my digital photography class.
  • learning that all my siblings (except for my older sister), plus one of my nieces and both my parents are coming for my graduation!!
  • going out to lunch (on Dickinson's dime) with my professor who mentored me while I was abroad and having wonderful, affirming, inspiring conversation.
  • realizing how strongly I believe in certain values, causes, and ideas.
  • baking applesauce cake.
  • dreaming up a million different futures



Monday, February 19, 2007

Gladness {9}

art supplies, Feb. 2007

love is a place
& through this place of
love move
(with brightness of peace)
all places

yes is a world
& in this world of
yes live
(skillfully curled)
all worlds

~e.e.cummings

I am so glad for:
  • making dinner with friends
  • having Fridays off to clean and bake, my #1 stress-relievers
  • learning how to use Photoshop
  • watching my close friends act in their senior play
  • hanging out in my apartment with said friends, celebrating with a champagne toast, goat cheese, and bread (because we prefer to celebrate with good food instead of excessive drinking)
  • being almost 2/3 of the way through my senior thesis
  • my AMAZING modern dance professor telling me that I have made huge improvements in my allignment this year
  • this incredible film
  • mint tea (although once you've been to Morocco, regular mint tea will never be quite as good)
  • discovering new and wonderful capabilities of my camera daily

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Monday, February 12, 2007

Yummy {Sunday Scribblings}

my apartment before the party, Feb. 2006.

Yummy things in my life right now:
  • my 3 best friends and I threw an "unbirthday" party (2 of us have summer birthdays and have never been able to celebrate with our college friends) this weekend, complete with homemade Valentine's sugar cookies and dark chocolate cupcakes. The party was a huge success and we were dancing to our favorite singers late into the night.
  • waking up early to my best friends all in one room and then going out for organic hazelnut coffee.
  • surviving the cold snap with the help of lots and lots of ginger green tea.
  • Friday night dates to the new sushi restaurant in town.
  • homemade Valentines.
  • modern dance class.
  • being 1/3 of the way through my senior thesis with the help of my amazing classmates and our 3-hour long workshops.
  • the Dixie Chicks winning 5 Grammy awards.
  • my "this is what a feminist looks like" t-shirt.

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